Thursday, February 28, 2008
ok lots of things have happened since i last posted.so ya.been posted to vj.hated it there.this is like the first week there already.and have decided not to take theatre.because so many people disapprove and discourage ma.ok.thats rather mild.strongly discouraged to put it more correctly.seriously/hopefully i didnt make the wrong choice.figured out i cant bear to say goodbye to my social life.haha.sch's already so taxing and it ends kind of late.so haiz.i must maximise as much to go out!!!lame excuse?but whatever...ok thats it.my class in vjj?first impressions wise i thought my class suck.coz cliques already exists and i felt left out.i felt like a loner.i felt like a total loser.and i felt like crying.but hey. got thorough it.and realised that maybe not all of them hate second intakers.generally they are nice.most of the time yes they talk to me.but i always felt some kind of barrier holding me back.like i dont feel like im being me.i still feel occasionally lost.but at least i hope i'll be able to find the creek between all those first intakers and blend in fast.i hate sticking out like a sore thumb.hate it.ok.now moving on to lighter things.im looking forward to meeting grace and the rest again!!!and yupps i miss ali and kelly mollie woolie wellie.hahahahahha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!went out on ali's birthday!!!and then kelly went to cut hair.then i was like oh my maybe i should cut my fringe to..so in the end you know what.hasty decisions are always regretted.i feel like a small little girl.haha.so you can imagine how my fringe looks like.haha.okok.thats it.had mock nafa today..ran 2.4 which is like 2 rounds around the sch.;ran my hardest.14 secs plus.thank goodness u didnt die.hahah!!!and then standing board jump.thats ok.then the hellish part came..........INCLINED PULL UPS.I JUST DIED.AND I FAILED THE MOCK NAFA BECAUSE OF THAT.WTH.NEED TO DO 7.I DID 4 I THINK.MY CHIN JUST COULD NOT GO BEYOND THE BAR!!!maybe i should go for plastic surgery make my chin more prominent!!!wth.ahhhhhh.i hate incline.=)wishing that my life will improve.i will find more friends.and hopefully i wont be the antisocial/
Sunday, February 17, 2008
haha.very long never blog le.firsst lets see what happen for the past few days,hmm.v day.be yourself day..and haiz thats all.hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.ok.bbe yourseld day is abit useless la.just wear home clthes and stuff.but its on v day so maybe the sch doesnt want their students to pda then disgrace sch's name.so ya. maybe.but people were out to impress man!!!and i think budget was abit small for some.i think they need to spend on gifts la.understandable.but not to the extent where you have to scrimp and save on cloth material where the skirts become just a strip of cloth.like you go to the shop and you say give me the shortest skirt you have.like duh...i dont have money to spare!!!hahahaha.and i saw someone wearing a qi pao!weirdbut oookayyy.........hhahahahaha.kelly wore like a shirt with frogs on it!!!!!and it was nice somemore got a handmde scarf.she's like so fashiony designerly la!!!!woots.next time i can say hey i know this really cool designer man!!!alicia wore like long sleve and shorts.hahaha.i thought it will look funny.but actually itsquite nice.its like oh my i always envision you in this.like its her look man!!!!hahaha.thats all.lots of ppl wore couple outfits too!!!!!!!!!black shirt and jeans!!!!!hahaa.okok.now v day.haha.quite nice la.but i got less flowers than in cedar. i still think cedar's one abit nicer.coz at least class time is slways disrupted.here still got lectures...BORING....haha.but at least dinner more than made it up for that!!!thank you pooh!!!!!!!!!!!!i love the tigger and pooh and your three stalks of flowers still havent died yet!!!!and i admit i was quite surprised you gave me 2 more rose since there already was one in the morning.so thanks thanks thanks!!!!!!!!and after sch that day went to find old friends!!!yupps cant mention here but you all know the reasons one.though its kind of not so subtle.but haiz.never mind la.wth.things sometimes can get complicated!hahaha.ok.we had like so much fun!!!ahhhhh.i miss all of you nnow!!!!!!!!like so much!!!and then on 15 feb like last fri got soccer.and we had a match.ha.and i was a striker.even though my running sucks but i scored a goal ok!!!!!!and it was the only goal scored during the whole match ok.omg la.im like so prod of myself,though im sure the goal was quite sccidental la.maybe goalkeeper not looking,but still...you get what i mean.and then we had some suicide run thing where you sprint the whole lenght of the field in 20 secs then rest for 10 secs then you sprint back again in 20 secs and it goes on and on and on for like 5 mins.i forgot how many rounds i ran le.how can you keep track of that la.when you're like dying.its called suicide run for a reason la.haiz.but both graces were like so supportive!!!yeah!!!!and my stamina would improve!!!ok.next week is another haiz week.get posting got orientation.get bossed around by scip ppl.i generally detest them.even the scip seniors.ok la.im not targeting the whole bunch but their attitude like omg i own the whole sch is just so overbearing.haha.i dont know why.i nver liked pple to boss me around.since sec 1.ha.weird peeve of mine.is this large enough for you kelly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 2, 2008
haha.kelly just said my post doesnt sound like me.haha.but its kinda hard to be high in front of a illuminating screen right,like i get high easily but not that easily.unless im really doing drugs 24-7.haha.chinese new year is cming!!!im preety excited la!like long holidayys and stufff.can wear the new clothes hich you've been wanting to wear like since you like set your eyes on it and said it was love on first sight.haha.im listening to BECAUSE OF YOU now.its like such a nice and sad song.and unfortunately im addicted to it.ha.yeahs.and velentine's day is comung!!!hopefully it'll be just a fulfiling and contented and sweet as last year's one.haha.okok.stop it.ahh im rambling.tmr i have pe i think but we dont have to do it!!!coz there's road run on wed!!!yeah!!!!i realise i keep trying to wedle out of pe!gosh!what is wrong with me man...i want to be like fit for once but my menntal strengh is not even there.god.the irony of it.ahhh!!!!!
have you like ever had a friend but after a while realise that hey that's not someone i'll like to be friends with.have you ever had a friend that acted ok in front of you but once the friend hangs out with a different bunch of people, a 180 degree turn is made.people tell me that she's like that in reality.in social networking sites.in places where atention is given.is the person just in need of attention and gossip os is the friend just delusional. sadly i have such a friend.i feel pity? for this friend or maybe im just trying to distant myself from this once assumed frined.
