DANG.!!!

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

haha(= ok new post.cool.i think im stupid as in not academically wise.i just did an extremely stupid decision and i kind of regret now.ha.i know im stupid ya.i really regret!!!ahhh.i want to be back to normal!seriously.

ok more light-hearted stuff!i read the shopaholic series in 2 days.ha.its lasting me kaes.i dint fall asleep in any class today.ok maybe abit in chem.im supposed to study chem.so what am i doing now!!!haiz..*and this is not an emo post*

haha.fine.had a really nice lunch and that's reminds me of my regrettable decisio.and yah it has nothing to do with food.and i still cant believe the utter horror of mutton satay!mutton people!its like worse than beef or pork!yuck.eww!i cant believe it!theres pple out there eating mutton.maybe putting it into their mouths right now.yucks.i got a feeling that next time i go on some date with thi perspective boy friend and he order's beef or mutton,either i will just say excuse me claiming i have to go to he washroom then immediately siam!if not i will tell straight in his face that im sorry obviously we were meant for each other.if he order chicken then i can still consider.if he order like fish and chips, i would like immediately say lets go baby!hahaha!people support fish!fish!fish!

FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH

OMG i feel like screaming!ahhhhh.shit im screwed.i need like therapy FAST.okok.i should go to start slogging my guts out over like chem.god i cant believe this.hopefully i will get past 3 chapters without blonking out!!!

Saturday, July 28, 2007

ha.today's tuition was ssuper duper triple dunno wad cold.as in i new comer then nobody i know.then the pple also wierd wierd one.haiz.so never talk.just do my work lor.i think they think im a freak.ahhh.that's so sad.haha.and then this girl i dont like follow me from jiang class to tll.haiz irritating.dunno why always end up in same tuition as her.sian sian.ahhh
i dunno y i tend to judge pple b how they appear to be.maybe she is very nice da just that i find her qian bian thats all.this post is rather singlish.haha.sorry lor...ok.im sorry for the singlish-ness blatanttly displayed in this post.haha.crap la.i think i having split personality these few days...

adeline just told me that secret recipe closed down in j8 today.sad sad.no more accessible cake le.haiz.i really feel like eating cake now.even the sara lee chocolate one.and im thirsty.dunno why.monday have jogging.random.no form no structure no regularity.just like my life now.i haavent done lit homework.nor the ACS paper.ahhh

i think im a bad study-er.if i study very hard in the first part of the da i woiuld like slack off afterwards.haiz.why?i dont understand.rhetotical questions are wierd.haha.i just shrunk my words to ultra small.coz my dad was around.i dont like pple peering over to see what im doing.hate that.eeks.

i want to eat satay now.i cant imagine wh some pple lie to eat mutton satay.huh.PAMELA CHOONG and ANGER ANG whats your problem.how can you eat mutton satay.eekz.its your zodiac sign you know.beef you eat i accept but mutton eekss.it is like white and fluffy.haven't you wondered where did all those white fur or hair go after it got cooked and like poke into sataays.i dont eat animals bigger than me.eeekkkkkkks.yucks.

im disgusted and im eating satay for dinner.chicken satay ok!

ok forget it.im being utterly raving-ly crazy.ahhhhh.

randomness

crapiness

im lonely

and hungry(+

haha

and feeling abit too high now...

just ate chocolate

which reminds me

im hungry...

and thirsty
im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

im hungry...

and thirsty

ok i think the message is brought through...

but im still

hungry...

and thirsty

and hungry

and thirsty...

ok enough yirong.im going crazy...

ahhh.byes.

Friday, July 27, 2007

haha(= im a slacker! ahhhhhhhh.hahashit la how.im so gonna die.so gonna die.woots.haha.ahhhz.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

ha.fifth week le.die die die.omg la.time passes so fast.its like seriously yi zhuan yan jiu guo qu le.quite sad didnt have much time to be a sec 4.haha(= i think my life kind of suck at the moment.momentary high-ness and occasional pms-es.ha.mood swing.i like to sit swing.random but don't know why.its thrilling and fun esp when your heart drops to your stomach when the swing comes down.haha(= ok im feeling high noe!

my mom just got a new job.great isnt it.haha.then she'll have a life.i think its kind of sad if the whole day you have nothing to do but housework and stuff.ha.sad life.so im quite happy for her.but all she does at work is make phone calls and some data collecting stuff.hahaha(=not that glam but still at least its nice to do something purposeful.

and yah.i realise this whole week i have been staying back in sch alot.either to study or remedials.sad sad.but at least study sessions were productive.and i keep eating ice cream these few days.pamela its all your fault.influence me.tsk tsk.but i want to try the new paddle pop jelly ice cream.haha.im such a pig.

and i realise i feel very tired these few days.tmr got eng timed assignment.sad sad.then fri is summary.tmr still must stay back for som amaths peer tutorial; thing.not that productive but still at least got some practice.

and SEL presentation is tmr. ha dont know why they all so enthu.maybe its my problem ba.dont feel very enthu these few days.maybe not with the kings.haha.and i am not ra ra about the presentation.ha.i think they can sense that too.dont know what's wrong with me these few days.

ok.haha.fine.i should not care what others think of me or if they tsk in front or behind my back.its my life seriously and i dont care what you think.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

racial harmony day was a total fiasco.it was the ultimate oh-my-god-what-the-hell situation.it makes the idea of racial harmony totally meaningless.

first, the school did not allow us to come in other races ethnic costumes other than Chinese Malay or Indian costumes.ok.here's the weird part.we are suppose to promote racial cohesion between all the races in Singapore so as to be able to cooperate, understand and tolerate each other's race and religion in our multi-cultural country.yes i agree that Singapore once comprises of these three main ethnic groups and the past race riots mainly involved these three races.but Singapore is getting globalised and the are alot more other Singaporeans that hail from other countries be it the PRs or the scholars.is the sch still that narrow-minded and naive to think that our country only wants to promote racial Harmony between the Chinese Malays and Indians. one teacher even said so many times that this is not international friendship day but racial Harmony.is that teacher trying to imply that we should only be friends with our foreign counterparts and not promote Harmony? I'm utterly confused and disgusted by what that teacher said. then in that case what is the use of getting a mean of 1.2 from the cohort of 2007 in SS when she herself do not advocate what she teaches.

not only that the worst part is that the pupils that come from other countries to come to study here are not allowed to wear their own ethnic costumes!how absurd i tell you.the burmese girl was not allowed to wear her own traditional burmese costume and was tol straight in the face that her race is simply not recognise-not the exact words but the hidden meaning is strong.the worst point is that there were girls who rented the korean hanbok and could not wear it.what is racial harmony if we are only promoting racial harmony amongst the three races in cosmopolitan singapore which obviouly cosist of more than 3 races.just because this day is to commemerate the race riots, must we still live in the past and not look forward to prevent this from happening with the OTHER races in Singapore.

and last year this sort of thing didnt even happen.2 prefests even wore the kimono, resulting in an increase in people renting costumes this year. perhaps its the change in authority."lest old clothes sit better than new..."

the spirit and meaning of this year's racial harmony day is totally lost.and too many people were unhappy. a first sign of rioting behavior=)

this post is purely my own feelings and please do not quote me or anything.i dont want to be sued if you get what i mean.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

10 top reasons why FISH is better than CHICKEN

1.fish do not have a layer of visible fat under their skin like chicken does

2.fish is more flavourful compared to chicken which is like a tough piece of meat

3.chicken have goose bumps on their skin

4.i think fish is more clean and hygienic than chicken coz fish spends all their life bathing

5.fish do not stick in between your teeth

6.fish comes of in bits easily.its soft and delicate unlike chicken which has grains that are so coarse

7.fish and chips is nicer and more popular than chicken chop.

8.there's a reason why there's something called fish and co and not chicken and co

9.fish is more expensive tha chickn

10.mainly because i like to eat fish!

hellos...haha.life's kind of monotonous now.its in black and white.and its stagnant.--may breed mozzies! sheesh.lame.wth.im currently pissed at this person now.maybe its kind of bad bitching bout X on this blog now but i had to let it out.sometimes me and X get along fine but these days i find X irritable.ha.dont know what happen.just 2 very different personalities.and i cant stand how some people absolutely fawning on X..i dont even know if thats the write adj to use for their actions but this is for me to vent my pissness only.so thosse nosey people buzz off man.and somehow i feel abit guilty for feeling like this as in maybe X still thinks im a true friend.but maybe X thinks this way of me too.who can tell.its not as if X and me are like the bestest friend of all best friends right.sometimes X is ok, as a friend.i get on well with her.but i can sense that X is double-standerdising.i think X treats me as a back-up.maybe im like that to some people too.so im going to apologise here to all whom felt they have been treated like back-ups by me.sorry.ok its enough le.im kind of feeling lonely now...

Monday, July 16, 2007

GILLION GETTING'S MARRIED!!!!

haha(= that was random!!!! haha.this too.im feeling very high now!!!!

wheesssssssssssssssssssssss...........

2 things i look forward to this week.

harry potter movie on tues.heard that it sucks and has absolutely no link to the book but who cares...i look forward to it.

racial harmony day!!! for anyone's curiousity PAMELA'S WEARING A SAREE!!!!

whooooooooaas...

toodles is having a battle with gillion.and toodles will win.cz starboard is aiding us!!!

SEC 4 FAREWELL
haha(= farewell's over but it still brings back fond memories(=

the performances were great la!!! super funny(= haha! and i think the juniors are kind of disappointed.are they? haha.coz i dont know. last time we plan, our main aim is to make them cry. but this time nobody ok only one cried.so ya.anyway there's like nothing to be sad about la!!!anyway i was like laughing and feeling rather happy..

the seize the day ballloon game was corny...

haha(=

and we did horseshoe in the AIR-CONDITIONED hall!! whoppee!!! air-con ok. first time.not bad.haha.no ants.no sun.no grass.haha.

but the food was abit the err. haha(= sorry la.but im not a huge fan of sch food.and the cake was super nice!!! i scratched pamela's picture-face on tthe cake. wth lah, i'm next to you..eh anyways,l you also literally scratched me during farewell. damnit.

coz you threw my the other shoe down

i never, YOU THREW MINE WAULAO>

whatever pamela.you're just jealous that toodles is better than gillion.

haha(=

ok ok back to like farewell...

patrol corner was super lag.first we waited for like damn loonng for the sec 3's.dont know where they go.then we send daphne to look for them.then she went missing too.then we ask sec ones (our next training defence cum attack line, if you know what i mean) to go find sec 3's.then in the end i had to go there to ask all of them to come back.ha.

ya.presents.Sandra and i made purple gel candles.cool right.its superbly nice and absolutely marvellous!!! WHATS UR PROBLEM, U UMA AH.no!!! nooooooooooo.........

sec 1s gave us this purple pouch with ournames cross-stitched and with a turtle(toodles) inside a magnet like thing basket to put toodles in.sec 2s gave me an occupation cup!!!its damn nice la.its says something about being a qualified in-sec!haha.mich will be jealous!sec 3s gave a bag with potpurri inside and a wooden box and a plastic photo frame. haha.i love my patrol!!!!!

my angel was catherine and she gave me a bear and a whole box of ferrero rocher dont know how to spell la.haha.and miao xiang, my manito, gave me a flower from toy's r us and a bar of chocolate...hees

i like farewells

its fun!!!esp when you're a sec 4.

haha(=

TERM 1 WEEK 4...
4 more weeks to prelims!!!
okaes maybe 6 but then my goal is to really know everything like at my fingertips by week 8.
dont even know can anot
i got this feeling that i aint gonnna do well...
sheesh
ok this is a damn emo post!! dont know why!
hees...
been going out to study for quite a while le
quite productive ok!!!
and adeline we havent eat cake!!!
and Jack's place(=
haha...
you know somethiing
i kind of look forward to gettingback my prelims results...
as in its something im looking forward to
coz...
that means holidays- the one after ols is coming!
my hols are packed
to the brim
im going to party play slack stone crap act stupid for the whole of 2 months
and i got another feeling that when sch starts next year
my sec sch knowledge will too mysteriously disappear(=
just like when come sec 1
suddenly cannot do maths!!!
haiz!!!
and uma just ask sofia where's yirong
and then im just here
perpenticular to her only la!!!
blind!
just finish bio remedial
apparently after a month of no bio remedials
c. lim slack la
always last minute cancel
did bio paper
tramatising
haunting
so oh-my-god-what-the-hell!
okok
i should end le..
cheese(=

P.S>where did all the cheese go?
>>apparently there's now a pizza with cheese fondue...ewww.
>>>i like chocolate fondue(=