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Saturday, August 23, 2008

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Friday, August 15, 2008

15 august is the 4th day in my entire life that i almost cried in sch. oh well the first three i really cried like pitifully horribly but i decided i shouldn't just break don in front of so many ppl in assembly.i just have to write it down somewhere. that this morning totally suck.it was the lowest point of my life.i never had such problems ever.

me, p, e and xr was supposed to do some econs critic together.2 article so a pair do what.naturally im paired with p.and she went of to national camp during the week when we were supposed to hand in. so naturally again, i end up doing a one-man show.i think she can sense my bu shuang-ness.but wth.pw also like that.me pris and may ALWAYS ALWAYS end up doing the work.the other 2 existence will not affect anything at all.im like quite sure.i wasnt really that pissed with doing a one man show coz im usually non-antagonistic.just felt that it was unfair and why am i always the one doing?just because i got not much cca commitments.just because im in that sense less busy.just because i got no camps to go to.im quite sure if i was in your position you would have just screamed at me and grumbled like crazy.im assuming but im quite sure it would be that case.who said life was fair huh yirong, you just got really unlucky but starting to stick to her on your first day in stupid vj.

ok never mind.so i end up doing one article and e another.xr didnt do anything and i also dont know why.anyway he's with e.so if e is fine with him not doing then im ok.the most irritating part is now building up.i sent my review and e's review to p for editing.so ok la.whatever.i sent her at like 9 plus, sent her an sms to tell her and she only replied me at like 11.40plus.and i went to sleep at like 11 le.read the msg in the morning and the sms read:"i dont have a printer, but im editing now,just saw it.you were in no mood to write is it,you sound kinda weird in the report."can be more subtle.its just a step from saying what i spent 2 nights doing without you is crap.i shouldnt have done anything at all.then i replied in the morning:'so did you edit alot.you dont even know whats my article how you edit"and she said:"yea i kinda edit yours alot,i didnt really read through e 's one cos it was rather late when i was done.though i was with him ytd while he did" ok la.so that means if she ws to do with me like its possible she dont need to edit alot la.edit until very late means my review SUCK SO MUCH SHE HAD TO SACRIFICE HER PRECIOUS SLEEP FOR IT??then i said my content leh??or something to that extent.she replied"cos i read then i da gai rephrase, the content is still the same..."so goody.my language suck..im just EXHILARATED AND THRILLED AT THAT.
ok so i went to sch and i msg e to say i haven print coz obviously p didnt manage to send me back b4 i fell asleep.apparently this was not the case.i found out later that she didnt even send the edited ont to me email at all.i still have to access her mail in sch to print it out.alone.i ponned econs lect for it.then guess what.e replied:"then how to print". i said in sch.then he replied"we hardly have a break leh...y so last minute?we alr got everything finished last night!"exclamation mark.ya everything was my fault.yupps.i should have just stayed up and wait until she sends me the edited one or even if she doesnt send me its all my fault.how nice.just so nice.and he kind of conveniently forget that it was him who said send to p to edit.amazing.life just totally rocks.so in a super irritated attitude on the bus i sent"the most i pon lesson la.i send p to edit and i must still wait for her to send me back right. and she only started editing it at 11plus!!!so am i supposed to wait for her till then?"and he didnt reply.the whole day i avoided any eeye contact with him and im sure for the rest of the remaining years in vj i will never be able to face him the same as before.

and this is not the end.the one that really made tears actually well up and the most threatening moment was when xr just rushed to me at assembly and demanded why you havent print yet.got no time leh.then i just felt like punching him screaming at him.like as if he did anything like that.he got no right to criticise me like that.so for the whole national anthem and pledge i was biting back my tears.because i dont cry easily.never.esp for stupid ppl like them.

i will never group with them for anything forever again.
i will never be able to face all 3 of them as i did before.
i will see them differently from now on.
i know who my true friends are.
i know that im such a pushover.
i know that the reality is cruel and ppl can snub you all the time.
i will be stronger and i will defend myself against future emotional distress.
i do not cry easily.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

oh my god.im finally blogging after like TEN THOUSAND YEARS.so i shall blog alot and alot and alot.

first of all my birthday.thanks so much for those who sent me birthday msges on facebook and thru sms.even though i didnt receive 99.99% of them its still nice to know that im still remeberes.haha.so here is a list of special ppl i want to thank...

the kings for celebrating my birthday with me(= uma's HUMONGOUS tigger balloon.mind, humongous here is like an understatement.haha.and sofia's really cute elephant puppet(= and the cake that only me and uma ate!!(=hahahah

anger ang and eileen for giving me a build-a-bear workshop bear!!!she's called anger & eileen!!and she doesnt wear shorts(=hahaha

and then grace for the wonderful elmo which i still havent had time to stich up the hole(=

and phoebe for the very extremely colourful book that i plan to use to write notes!!!!!!!!!!!yay(=

and and cindy for this princessy waterbottle which i only use at home(= coz it leaks

so there's that.sch started a thousand weeks ago and with cts and stuff time really passed very fast.my grades are wonderfully amazing.note: it has a severe dosage of sarcasm and hypocrisy to it.damn it.i think i dominate la.C D E S U.really.hopefully i manage to keep the c..i really want to round up.its just 0.6 marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and im disappointed with my hist and econs.but still at least these are subjects i never done before.so yupps.theres always an excuse for everything(= sheesh!!

and pw.damn it.i think my whole pw group is so segregatted.its like 3 and 2.and i think she can feel the drift as well.so sighs.i hate thinking about this type of things you know.like oh god if i do this will she be pissed.then what should i do?should i go talk to her?should i leave her alone?the friendship is a hard one to maintain.im not such a deep person and i detest thinking.why cant things just fall in place??

so thats it.from toilets to on the road to royston tan..hopefully this sticks man.and i think royston tan is interesting.hopefully we manage to snag an interview with him.crossing fingers on that one.hahah

and ya.i got in for the taiwan exchange programme.and now im abit scared.ok.maybe more than abit.like you know questions like oh my would she think our hse is too small.like what if we have conflict??and who is gg to be my closest friend, the one that i stick to for the whole trip?haiz.why didnt may get in as well!!!!!!!!!!

but i believe that everything happens for a reason and that i'll be optimistic and positive always.even if sometimes this sounds like an impossible ideal...

elearning day was a flop.total flop.like wth.one day only.some schs get a week off.unfair.but it was a flop because the system got error or something.so the only lesson i went is hist pre-recorded lecture which was 5 mins??/then we ended up playing isketch.ahhaha lovely class bonding time.ha

after that went to meet grace and the rest of the tj ppl.oh man. i miss them loads la.first time i laughed so carefree? so happily? in such a long time.studying in vj is such a tedious process.its like i go study and then i leave.i dont belong to any clique im just floating between cliques.i feel like an intruder.i want to turn back time and change everything.

and so we went seoulgarden.and we had all sorts of weird competitions.like dipping sushi in this like 8parts wasabi 2 parts soya sauce concoction and like eating it.haha.in the end i lost)=drank water first.haha.grace won.and we had ice cream competition and other weird thing.even had a mini fight at the ice making machine!!!!!and we kind of annoyed this woman coz some ice was flicked on her rather low cut? shirt.hahah.

oh man....

haiz
thats all.maybe i'll post again like ten thousand years later.yea.that'll be nice.

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Friday, June 20, 2008

hey those who sent me birthday messages which i never replied i am sooo srry.i just found out today that msges from anger and yanying and some other ppl wasnt received!!!i dont know why!!!so im so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!okok.maybe its because i was overseas.but its still weird isnt it.haiz..

Sunday, June 8, 2008

alright.i shall finally update or at least write something.

mood:blah bleh wth
still got so many things to study and i dont feel like doing anything at all.i dont feel like studying.this is the wrst june hols ever.where got june must study onw.damn it damn it damn it.live sucks

mood:a little little bit excited
at least my birthday is coming.and i got money to shop and go out.and the upcoming cameron trip.thats all.pretty low.nothing so exciting.

and for once i dont have to go back to sch during june hols.my sch life sucks

i think thiss post is so complaining.
just feel like complaining and being so unhigh
i got a mosquitoo bite
damn it

my bro is gg judo camp tmr
so exciting la
damn it

alright i dont know what else to post

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

ha.i feel so blah right now!!!damn it.i need some excitment!!!ok.friday music fest sat be be and tan tan's match and sunday with ade and yuanting.hopefully it eill be a fulfilling weekend!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

international idol was fun fun fuin man!!!!!!!!!thought it was going to be super boring and like abit wth...but actually it was quite exciting!!haha(=ok la.and i got ice creams.and me and pam were like hanging round the buffet table and pamela was gobbling up the fish fillet!!haha.ok.that was an exxageration.but was suddenly reminded by yeoman stuff.like how we used to kop food and when senior come hide the food and stuff!!!haha.i remember the carrot cake always out of stock one.

also met grace they all before that.was raining very heavily and our shoes were all soaked!!!haha.and we had water fight on the way out!!!like kicking water at each other!!haha.it was so fun and exciting.gosh.then we went to the tk food place to eat!!!i was rushing like crazy coz was late for the international idol!!haha.in the end pamela was even later.she went gyming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gosh.haha

and then hmm going back cedar tmr i think.collect cert.

tmr got pe!!!!!!!im dreading it again.i dont like to exercise!!!!!!!!!!!

dang!!!

ahh!!!!!!!!

oh oh and alicia told me she had a new boyfriend marcus tan!!!!!!!!!!but i bet like my whole savings that she bluff me one!!!!!haha.i not that easily fooled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!